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Weight not watching

So I joined weight watchers last week, and I am not so happy to report that I must be the only person on the planet that actually gained weight the first week!!   No shit I actually gained two lbs following the Points + system!

The woman who weighed me in was wonderfully supportive.  She said sometimes the body goes into a bit of shock when we change our habits.  Hilarious. 

I have not given up the fight though people!  Tomorrow we will walk!  We will track!  We will persevere!

Or at least we shall try.

In other news, I am beginning to feel a bit more human like.  Emotionally, I am feeling much much better since I went back to see my previous therapist.  I am going to constantly be a work in progress, but I truly must start believing that I am not a failure.  Even though I obviously failed at weight watchers my first week Smile

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  1. Sonofa!
    Yep, I'm with the ww lady, we have to keep on keeping on. I'm seeing a therapist now too- I'm hoping it helps... I told her I need some tools to get my shit together... I'll share any pearls she passes. Hang in there Libbs. xo

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