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Hi Friends!  Long time no blog.  What a wild few months its been since I’ve last written. 

First, a word of wisdom.  Do not under any circumstances have bariatric surgery and then immediately go back to graduate school about 8 weeks after.  It will nearly kill you!

Lucky for me, and all of you fine people reading this, I survived.  It was the dumbest thing I ever did, but more on that some other day.

Second, I’m getting married.  HOLY SHHHHHHHHH…. you say?  Yah me too!  Got engaged at the end of October…and that has been a wild ride as well.

Third:  Started being able to eat…whatever I could put in my mouth.  Its  been scary at times, yet I feel so much more in control of food.  Its a catch-22 at this point.

Fourth:  Exercise.  Wow…its almost…dare I say fun at this point!  I just joined the gym, and it is going good so far.  I also invested in the Nike+ running system, and I really enjoy it. 

So as you can tell, I'll have a lot of updating to do.  Happy New Year to you all! 

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  1. Good, Good and Good!
    Those are all terrific reason not to Blog. Hopefully you can squeeze in a few free moments to keep us up to date on all of these great developments.
    Have fun is sounds like 2010 is going to be a wild ride for you.

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  2. It sure is going to be wild...but I'm ready!

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  3. Congrats on the engagement! Married life rocks. Hmm I was thinking about the Nike running system- glad to hear a good review.

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